Saturday, August 8, 2009

battle of the brain and the heart

I should not do this. I should not started. Once it started, it has to continue...and to continue, some wedge of time from my precious life has to be devoted just to do this...oh no...please let it stop. I should take part in life..not this.

This is part of life too, it cannot be ignored. It's okay to put thoughts into words.

You just don't know what you could cause by letting your mind to speak up. Some words are better left unsaid. Mouth could sometime be degrading.

There are reasons of why people are made to speak-able.

Oh yes, it completes life but I rather be sensible than emotional. I have decided to take part in life. You won't be able to see me in this spot for a long long time after this...shoot, im just not being myself lately.

Goodbye. I see you when you are me again...

Friday, August 7, 2009

a novice

hi, there's nothing much to say really. The highlights will be of why now; why dimsalp; why kinship.

When the idea of starting a blog hit Bell, some part of Bell was having a hard time agreeing to the idea. For one thing, Bell is not comfortable with the word 'I'. Bell has used to put matters first before the doers...just like in reports. Secondly, a narration of Bell's own daily lives is a foreign thing to Bell...Bell cares less for attention and they just don't mix well. Also, that is why Bell foresees this blog to be paying less attention to the writer's self and more to what the writer is doing...

Dimsalp? A scant knowledge of genetics will crash the riddle. It's an entity that currently revolves around Bell's life.

Kinship? Well, initially the word 'mispocha' came to mind. Oh bother the word! Kinship was opted merely because only matters concerning Mr Dimsalp will get the most attention from the writer and the most likely to be written down. Life journeys and life lessons will follow suit but will be expressed between the lines as it intertwine between the reality of Mr. Dimsalp and it's irony towards the life of the writer.

I wanted to say: read at your own risk. However, it does not sound nice and is far from polite...all I wanted to say is...Happy reading and learning:)